BEANNACHT: A BLESSING FOR THE NEW YEAR

Happy New Year to all of my wonderful friends in the blogging world.  Here is a fine poetic blessing that the late John O'Donohue wrote for his mother, Josie. Subsequently, the blessing was included in O'Donohue's book, To Bless the Space Between Us, and was offered as "A Blessing for the New Year."  The words and Celtic sentiments embodied therein resonate deeply with me as I embark upon yet another year.   May they also resonate with you.

                                                     Beannacht
                                                            by 
                                                 John O'Donohue

                                        On the day when
                                        The weight deadens
                                        On you shoulders
                                        And you stumble,
                                        May the clay dance
                                        To balance you.

                                        And when you eyes
                                        Freeze behind
                                        The gray window
                                        And the ghost of loss
                                        Gets into you,
                                        May a flock of colors,
                                        Indigo, red, green
                                        And azure blue,
                                        Come to awaken in you
                                        A meadow of delight.

                                        When the canvas frays
                                        In the curragh of thought
                                        And a stain of ocean
                                        Blackens beneath you,
                                        May there come across the waters
                                        A path of yellow moonlight
                                        To bring you safely home.

                                        May the nourishment of the earth be yours,
                                        May the clarity of the light be yours,
                                        May the fluency of the ocean be yours,
                                        And may the protection of the ancestors be yours.

                                        And so may a slow
                                        Wind work these words
                                        Of love around you,
                                        An invisible cloak
                                        To mind your life.

BREAKING THE DEAD SHELL OF YESTERDAYS

Morning Sun Breaking Through the Trees on The Hill Behind My House

                                                 A Morning Offering
                                                  by John O'Donohue

                                 I bless the night that nourished by heart

                                 To set the ghosts of longing free

                                 Into the flow and figure of dream

                                 That went to harvest from the dark

                                 Bread for the hunger no one sees.

                                 All that is eternal in me

                                 Welcomes the wonder of this day,

                                 The field of brightness it creates

                                 Offering time for each thing

                                 To arise and illuminate.

                                 I place on the altar of dawn:

                                 The quiet loyalty of breath,

                                 The tent of thought where I shelter,

                                 Waves of desire I am shore to

                                 And all beauty drawn to the eye.

                                 May my mind come alive today
                                 To the invisible geography
                                 That crosses me to new frontiers,
                                 To break the dead shell of yesterdays,
                                 To risk being disturbed and changed.

                                 May I have the courage today
                                 To live the life that I would love,
                                 To postpone my dream no longer
                                 But do at last what I came here for
                                 And waste by heart on fear no more.


From John O'Donohue's To Bless the Space Between Us: A Book of Blessings (Doubleday, 2008).

VERMEER: IN LOVE WITH LIGHT

Girl With a Pearl Earring
Jan Vermeer
c. 1665-1667

As one who loves both good poetry and fine paintings, it was a great pleasure to recently discover Howard Nemerov's insightful poem on the great Dutch painter Jan Vermeer (1632-1675).     Having died at the early age of only forty-two, Vermeer did not produce a great volume of paintings.  The ones that have been preserved, however, are generally extraordinary.

While I'm drawn to Vermeer's paintings for several reasons, I will mention only the most important here, namely, his extraordinary understanding and treatment of light. It is one thing to see the transformational power of light coming from a certain angle; it's quite another thing to be able to capture it on canvas.  In this respect, Vermeer is rightly considered an absolute master.

Below are five Vermeer paintings that provided some of the inspiration for Nemerov's fine poem.  If you look closely at each of these paintings, especially at the use of light to define the moods of the characters and the scenes, I think you find a special resonance in the poem.

The Geographer

Jan Vermeer

c. 1668-1669

Girl With a Red Hat

Jan Vermeer

c. 1665-1667

Woman in Blue Reading Letter

Jan Vermeer

c. 1662-1665

Woman Holding a Balance

Jan Vermeer

c. 1622-1665

                                                            Vermeer

                                                   by Howard Nemerov

                                    Taking what is, and seeing it as it is,

                                    Pretending to no heroic stances or gestures,

                                    Keeping it simple; being in love with light

                                    And the marvelous things that light is able to do,

                                    How beautiful! a modesty which is

                                    Seductive extremely, the care of daily things.

                                    At one for once with sunlight falling through

                                    A leaded window, the holy mathematic

                                    Plays out the cat's cradle of relation

                                    Endlessly; even the inexorable

                                    Domesticates itself and becomes charm.

                                    If I could say to you, and make it stick,

                                    A girl in a red hat, a woman in blue

                                    Reading a letter, the lady weighing gold . . .

                                    If I could say this to you so you saw,

                                    And knew, and agreed that this was how it was

                                    In a lost city across the sea of years, 

                                    I think we should be for one moment happy

                                    In the great reckoning of those little rooms

                                    Where the weight of life has been lifted and made light,

                                    Or standing invisible on the shore opposed,

                                    Watching the water in the foreground dream

                                    Reflectively, taking a view of Delft

                                    As it was, under a wide and darkening sky.

View of Delft
Jan Vermeer
c. 1660-1661

I love these opening lines by Nemerov: "Taking what is, and seeing it as it is, pretending to no heroic stances of gestures, keeping it simple; being in love with light . . ."  Great advice not only for painting, but for life itself.

A CURIOUS RACE

 Ant in Flower

Photo by Jens Buurgaard Nielsen

Courtesy of Wikimedia Commons

For many decades, beginning in the early seventies, I walked around with ten to fifteen memorized poems in my head.  Generally, these were poems that sustained me through the challenges of life, and I simply enjoyed having them always available to me, whatever the place or circumstances.  I felt then, as I do now, that quiet reflection upon a poem that I "know by heart" is a rewarding form of meditation that can deepen my understanding of both the poem and myself.

Most of the memorized poems that I carried around in my head during those years provided valuable insights or inspiration for my personal journey — e.g., Tennyson's Ulysses.  There was one poem, however — Departmental, by Robert Frost —  that I memorized for the simple reason that I loved its rhyming structure,  its musicality, its lighthearted humor, and its sheer entertainment value.  The poem offers more, however, than a delightful and entertaining structure.  While it is ostensibly an observation of the "curious race" of ants, it is also a reflection on the societal traits of another curious race, namely, the human race.  

Read the poem and see what you think.  For what it's worth, I find it very satisfying to read this particular poem out loud.  

                                                     Departmental

                                                     by Robert Frost

                                             An ant on the tablecloth

                                             Ran into a dormant moth

                                             Of many times his size.

                                             He showed not the least surprise.

                                             His business wasn't with such.

                                             He gave it scarcely a touch,

                                             And was off on his duty run.

                                             Yet if he encountered one

                                             Of the hive's enquiry squad

                                             Whose work is to find out God

                                             And the nature of time and space,

                                             He would put him onto the case.

                                             Ants are a curious race;

                                             One crossing with hurried tread

                                             The body of one of their dead

                                             Isn't given a moment's arrest —

                                             Seems not even impressed.

                                             But he no doubt reports to any 

                                             With whom he crosses antennae, 

                                             And they no doubt report

                                             To the higher-up at court.

                                             Then word goes forth in Formic:

                                             "Death's come to Jerry McCormic,

                                             Our selfless forager Jerry.

                                             Will the special Janizary

                                             Whose office it is to bury

                                             The dead of the commissary

                                             Go bring him home to his people.

                                             Lay him in state on a sepal.

                                             Wrap him for shroud in a petal.

                                             Embalm him with ichor of nettle.

                                             This is the word of your Queen."

                                             And presently on the scene

                                             Appears a solemn mortician;

                                             And taking formal position,

                                             With feelers calmly atwiddle,

                                             Seizes the dead by the middle,

                                             And heaving him high in the air,

                                             Carries him out of there.

                                             No one stands round to stare.

                                             It's nobody else's affair.

                                             It couldn't be called ungentle,

                                             But how thoroughly departmental.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MR. TOLSTOY

Tolstoy and His Grandchildren
Courtesy of Wikimedia Commons

Today is the 186th birthday of the great Russian novelist, essayist, playwright, and philosopher, Leo Tolstoy.  It's fitting, therefore, that we remember a few samples of the wisdom he left for us.  Enjoy. 

If, then, I were asked for the most important advice I could give, that which I considered to be the most useful to men of our century, I should simply say:  in the name of God, stop a moment, cease your work, look around you.  ~ Essays, Letters and Miscellanies

* * * * * 

A quiet secluded life in the country, with the possibility of being useful to people to whom it is easy to do good, and who are not accustomed to have it done to them; then work which one hopes may be of some use; then rest, nature, books, music, love for one's neighbor — such is my idea of happiness. ~ Family Happiness

* * * * * 

All the diversity, all the charm,  and all the beauty of life is made up of light and shadow. ~ From Anna Karenina

* * * * * 

Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself.

* * * * * 

All great literature is one of two stories; a man goes on a journey or a stranger comes to town.

* * * * * 

What counts in making a happy marriage is not so much how compatible you are but how you deal with incompatibility.

* * * * *  

The strongest of all warriors are these two — Time and Patience.

* * * * * 

Respect was invented to cover the empty place where love should be. ~ Anna Karenina 

* * * * *  

He soon felt that the fulfillment of his desires gave him only one grain of the mountain of happiness he had expected.  This fulfillment showed him the eternal error men make in imagining that their happiness depends on the realization of their desires. ~ Anna Karenina

* * * * *

There is something in the human spirit that will survive and prevail, there is a tiny and  brilliant light burning in the heart of a man that will not go out no matter how dark the world becomes. 

Such great wisdom from Tolstoy.  As always, however, I prefer wisdom to be served with a side of humor.  Accordingly, I leave this parting quote for all those (like me) who have yet to completely read War and Peace:

I took a speed-reading course and read War and Peace in twenty minutes.  It involves Russia.

Woody Allen 

 

BECOMING SKY AND MOON

Evening Landscape With Rising Moon
Van Gogh
Painted in Saint-Remy, France, 1889

                                                        QUIETNESS

                                                           by Rumi

                                      Inside this new love, die.

                                      Your way begins on the other side.

                                      Become the sky.

                                      Take an axe to the prison wall.

                                      Escape.

                                      Walk out like someone suddenly born into color.

                                      Do it now.

                                      You're covered with thick cloud.

                                      Slide out the side.  Die,

                                      and be quiet.  Quietness is the surest sign

                                      that you've died.

                                      Your old life was a frantic running 

                                      from silence.

                                      The speechless full moon 

                                      comes out now.

                                Translation from Persian by Coleman Barks

ON TO ITHAKA, FEARLESSLY

Some poems are best read — or reread — later in life.  A recent example for me is Cavafy's "Ithaka." Perhaps like me, others will find something in this poem that resonates with their own individual journeys.  

Ithaka

by C.P. Cavafy

                              As you set out for Ithaka

                              hope your road is a long one,

                              full of adventure, full of discovery.

                              Laistrygonians, Cyclops,

                              angry Poseidon — don't be afraid of them:

                              you'll never find things like that on your way

                              as long as you keep your thoughts raised high,

                              as long as a rare excitement

                              stirs your spirit and body.

                              Laistrygonians, Cyclops,

                              wild Poseidon — you won't encounter them

                              unless you bring them along inside your soul,

                              unless your soul sets them up in front of you.

                              Hope your road is a long one.

                              May there be many summer mornings when,

                              with what pleasure, what joy,

                              you enter harbors you're seeing for the first time,

                              may you stop at Phoenician trading stations

                              to buy fine things,

                              mother of pearl and coral, amber and ebony,

                              sensual perfume of every kind —

                              as many sensual perfumes as you can;

                              and may you visit many Egyptian cities

                              to learn and go on learning from their scholars.

                              Keep Ithaka always in your mind.

                              Arriving there is what you're destined for.

                              But don't hurry the journey at all.

                              Better if it lasts for years,

                              so you're old by the time you reach the island,

                              wealthy with all you've gained along the way,

                              not expecting Ithaka to make you rich.

                              Ithaka gave you the marvelous journey.

                              Without her you wouldn't have set out.

                              She has nothing left to give you now.

                              And if you find her poor, Ithaka won't have fooled you.

                              Wise as you will have become, so full of experience,

                              you'll have understood by then what these Ithakas mean.

For those wondering about the relevance of the header photo of a Painted Lady butterfly to Cavafy's "Ithaka," I can only say that both cause me to reflect deeply on the riches of our fleeting journeys through life.  The Painted Lady has a lifespan of only two to four weeks, and I, of course, have been given many years.  May we both make it to Ithaka eventually, learning and leaving something worthwhile along the way.

P.S.  My friend, Teresa, has called my attention to a video on Youtube of Sean Connery reading Cavafy's "Ithaka," accompanied by music and images.  I highly recommend it.  For some reason, I have difficulty uploading workable links to Youtube.  I found it, however, by just going to the Youtube site and searching "Sean Connery Ithaka."  Enjoy.

Cavafy's poem, "Ithaka," translated from the Greek by Edmund Keeley and Phillip Sherrard

SOMETHING OF THE MARVELOUS

In all things of nature there is something of the marvelous.

Aristotle

Those who contemplate the beauty of the Earth
find reserves of strength that will endure as long as life lasts.

Rachel Carlson

Our ability to perceive quality in nature begins, as in art, with the pretty.  It expands
through successive stages of the beautiful to values as yet uncaptured by language.

Aldo Leopold

I think one of the most exciting things is this feeling of mystery,
feeling of awe, the feeling of looking at a little live thing and being amazed by it
 and how it has emerged through these hundreds of years of evolution and there it is perfect and why.

Jane Goodall

I would feel more optimistic about a bright future for man
if he spent less time proving that he can outwit Nature
and more time tasting her sweetness and respecting her seniority.

E.B. White

Our task must be to free ourselves . . .
by widening our circle of compassion to embrace
all living creatures and the whole of nature and its beauty.

Einstein

Happiness,
not in another place, but this place . . .
not for another hour, but this hour.

Walt Whitman

The poetry of the earth is never dead.

Keats

"WONDER KEPT DAZZLING ME . . ."

For many years, I have been inspired by the life and writings of the late William Sloane Coffin, who was a minister, a civil rights and peace activist, a prolific writer, and an unapologetic liberal.  In reading one of his books — specifically, The Heart is a Little to the Left: Essays on Public Morality — I've come across a poem by Czeslaw Milosz which offers me both solace and hope as I attempt each day to process the onslaught of news about the wars and economic injustices that seem to be tearing the world apart.  Perhaps this poem will speak to others as well.  If we can continue to be dazzled by wonder, and "recall only wonder," it may be that we will have the collective energy and perspective to pull the world back from the precipice of self-destruction.

          Pure beauty, benediction: you are all I gathered
          From a life that was bitter and confused, 
          In which I learned about evil, my own and not my own.
          Wonder kept dazzling me, and I recall only wonder,
          The risings of the sun in boundless foliage,
          Flowers opening after the night, universe of grasses,
          A blue outline of the mountains and a shout of hosanna.
          How many times I thought: is this the truth of the Earth?
          How can laments and curses be turned into hymns?
          Why do I pretend to know so much?
          But the lips praised on their own, the feet on their own were
               running,
          The heart was beating strongly, and the tongue proclaimed
               adoration.


From Czeslaw Milosz, "A Mirrored Gallery," The Collected Poems: 1931-1987, trans. Renata Gorczymski (Ecco Press, 1988).

NOTES FROM A DELINQUENT BLOGGER

Ruby Throated Hummingbird (Female)

I'm rather shocked to see that my last posting on this blog was May 26th, almost three months ago.  My absence during this period was not planned.  I've simply been spending almost every summer hour in the great outdoors, far away from my digital devices.  There is one exception, however.  I have taken my camera with me every day, whether out for long walks or exploratory drives through the countryside. For whatever reason, my orientation this summer has been more visual than verbal, and the natural world has drawn me deeper and deeper into both its beauty and its mysteries.

That said, I will simply let some of my summer photographs speak to where I've been and what I've been doing for the past few months.  

Silhouette of Blue Dasher Dragonfly

Fixated on Distant Light

Spicebush Swallowtail

on Lantana Bush

Barred Owl, Heard Nightly 

and Finally Sighted in my Front Yard

Lily Pads After Rain in a Pond

at Bellingrath Gardens, Near Mobile, Alabama

Other Lily Pads in Same Pond,

Tweaked to Portray My Sense of How

Van Gogh Might Have Painted the Scene

Ruby Throated Hummingbird (Female)

Eastern Tiger Swallowtail

Blue Dasher Dragonfly

Wary Male Cardinal

From the Lily Pond at Bellingrath Gardens

Spicebush Swallowtail

Ruby Throated Hummingbird (Female)

It seems to me that the natural world is the greatest source of excitement; the greatest source of visual beauty; the greatest source of intellectual interest.  It is the greatest source of so much in life that makes life worth living.

David Attenborough 

LIVING SIMPLY WITH A LYRICAL HEART

                                               MOZART, for EXAMPLE
                                                        by Mary Oliver

                                      All the quick notes
                                      Mozart didn't have time to use
                                      before he entered the cloud-boat

                                      are falling now from the beaks
                                      of the finches
                                      that have gathered from the joyous summer

                                      into the hard winter
                                      and, like Mozart, they speak of nothing
                                      but light and delight,

                                      though it is true, the heavy blades of the world
                                      are still pounding underneath.
                                      And this is what you can do too, maybe,

                                      if you live simply and with a lyrical heart
                                      in the cumbered neighborhoods or even,
                                      as Mozart sometimes managed to, in a palace,

                                      offering tune after tune after tune,
                                      making some hard-hearted prince
                                      prudent and kind, just by being happy.

The cardinal family that reigns over our small rose garden gives credence to Oliver's observation that our song birds "speak of nothing but light and delight."  Listening to the song birds and Mozart, I hope that I will someday master the art of living simply and with a lyrical heart.

Master of the Rose Garden

Mistress of the Rose Garden

. . . And Their New Spring Chick

I would rather learn from one bird how to sing than teach 10,000 stars how not to dance.

e.e. cummings

Mary Oliver's poem, "Mozart, for Example," is found in Thirst: Poems by Mary Oliver (Beacon Press: Boston, 2006).